Today was very eventful. I completed another hour with the driver instructor my dad hired for me and almost crashed into a mailbox as well as another car because I forgot to hit the breaks. Thankfully there are two breaks, one also on the instructors side. The driving teacher told me that I have something other than driving on my mind and I should pay attention to the road more. Also that I should relax or I’m not going to learn anything. I totally agree. If only I could relax and get things off of my mind. Every Tuesday and Thursday I have class at 5 to 6 and Monday to Wednesday I have an online class from 6 to 8. I like the online class because its really interactive. Both are religious classes. My parents are paying for them and I’m learning a lot.

As far as the website is concerned, today I installed the wp-grins plugin and customized the wordpress smiles by changing them to 100 tiny gray smiles. I’m still working on revamping the visitors content so who knows what I’ll come up with tomorrow!

I think its crazy how I’ve been in the mood to write nowadays. I recently came across my old poems which I want to trash but not without having them somewhere as a reference which is why every post has its own poem. In the one below, the first stanza was written August 12, 2004. I added more today :)

Breaking Point
the enchanting beauty of moonlight
under a blanket of stars
that are so many, compared to the sand
grains on every ocean
there still probably wouldn’t be enough
to wish on
you

Stars burst with luminance
move on, like it or not
waves rush to erase
yesterday’s havoc
melodies that
surpass any sound
brilliance
outshines your smile

I shall never comprehend
but broken pieces
may still beat
to the
rhythm
of
love

How does the poem make you feel? How would you feel if someone you really don’t know gave you this poem?